must stay awake, must stay awake

Oh boy! who knew it is so hard to stay awake so early in the morning. i only got 4 hrs of sleep. that is always so fun. *yawn* now i am at work and i am having trouble staying awake *yawn*. there is nothing on tv at 4am. so random infomertials, "drama in the am on tbs", the disney channel and random fitness shows that no one watches and that is why they are on at 4am. *yawn* that makes 2 yawns since i started to write this blog. that is a bummer. i was going to attemp to read but i cannot stay awake. 8 am seems so far away that i am not even going to think about it. i think i am going to put on a movie. maybe that will help. i may write later just to tell you all if that is helpful or not.-manda panda

my day/ my goals

boy oh boy i think it feels like it should be the end of the week and it is only tuesday. today i was in class from 8-11:40am just for one class. it was kind of borring. we did get to do the ice braker "pulse game" where you have two lines and you have to hold hands and once you feel your hand being squeezed you squeez the other person who is besie you's hand. fastest team wins. myu team won 3/3 times. it was entertaining. I got to play on my sega a little bit before i had to go to orchestra. that was very fun. incase you are wondering i was playing cool spot. love it.

Orchestra is fun. we just played Beethoven's 8th symphony today and i found out what chair i am. I am 5/7 still. my section has not changed chair seating and we are almost all in alphabetical order. how crazy is that? only 2 people are switched out of the csu students. we have 2 community members. well i think that since we have not gotten any new people that the cello section is going to be awsome.

In my Ed 350 class, we have been talking about diversity. i have been really intrested. It is cool to get to know all the people in my life. Each one very unique, wonderful, and so full of life. I love to see and hear what they have to tell me and then in return i get to tell them about me. I know i seem very standoffish when you first meet me, but really i am not that way. i am just a shy person. I have made it my goal this year to be more outgoing and involved in my family and friends lives. so if i start acting out of the "norm" that i have set for my self, it is because i am comming out of my shell and looking at life right in the face. i want to know what people are like and what they think. i also want to grow and nurture what i know so that i can be a stronger, wiser and happier person, no matter what ever happens to me in life.~manda Panda

my day

sorry i am really new at this and i am not very efficiant at the whole blog thing~manda Panda

wow my very own blog

cool now i got a blog spot. if facebook and my space was not good enough i do not know what i would do...oh i can blog. I am now sucked in to this web sight as well. oh bummer it is almost time for my class Humands and other Animals. what a strange class that is. i have never taken a biology class before so it is a new experiance to me.
I am going to Rocky Ford with my family tonight for watermellon day. what a wonderful time of the year. free yummy watermellon...SCORE!

i need a break and it is only been the first week of school. how sad is that?